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| Aaand again, I lost touch with this blog-tasticness. Mostly because I went back to in-kognito. It's quite gorgeous now. And I'm kinda amazed how now I get like 6-10 comments on every post when just last year I got close to nothing. I guess that goes to show how much exposure you get when you put yourself out there.
Well there's way too much to update for this. Most of my life is a secret from everyone except for like 3 people.. even most things I don't write on in-kognito. I guess I try to put so much exposure on that so maybe this will be a blog that most won't read. And those who would read would be the people who would try to understand. Maybe they'll just decide not to ask questions about how messed up my life is and forget about the fact that my life doesn't revolve around books and school and whatever normal people think I do with my life.
Do you ever think about what other people do with their time? I mean.. think of some random person you work with or go to school with, and talk with a little but aren't really close to. Do you actually know what they do? If not, then it goes to show how much you really don't know about a person, yet how much people probably just assume.
I mean would anyone at my school guess that I basically have a completely other life in which I am in love with my best friend, yet cannot even get close enough to hug him? I guess I have to update with the fact that David is back and I'm happy about that. And I realized I really was in love with him, and I guess he loves me back. Its sweet. I'm going to move to England come August, whether I get into college there or not. If I don't get into uni there, then its like... I know I'd regret just staying in the U.S. I'd rather regret going than wonder if anything could really happen between us. Honestly I need to take my advice that I gave to Mike once: better to try and fail than to sit and think about what would happen IF you tried.
What would you do if you knew you could not fail? What feats would you attempt?
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| So it's been a while, and it's mostly because I've had nothing to talk about. I'm slacking off with my domain, but I don't care much anymore. It'll get done when it gets done. Blah!
The Model Congress trip is on Thursday. For a while I was kinda scared to present my bill, but now I'm feeling almost okay about it. I did it last year so I don't have much to worry about... except of course the subject matter of the bill Alexa and I made. Out of a complete joke and not caring about the whole thing, we decided to make a bill "to regulate obesity throughout the nation". And I guarantee you my room will be full of obese people. That won't be good.
Actually the funny thing is that the idea of the bill is so terrible, but the actual bill is really well thought out. Like, really well. Alexa and I were fine tuning it last night and we realized that we did an amazing job and trying to make our bill as thorough as we could. It's a little bit amazing. And Damian, Nick, Alex, and Gerard are in our room, so I know we're getting support from Damian, since he said he'd support our bill, and I hope Nick, Alex, and Gerard support it, even if they don't like it. I mean, come on. Alex and Gerard are fighting to legalize polygamy. They should support us in our run for better health in America.
Okay, I really don't care if our bill passes or not. I'm not serious about the whole thing. Alexa and I did this bill because we wanted to piss people off.
I had a four day weekend, and it kinda sucked. Nothing good really happened, except for that one night when a bunch of people and me went to Friday's and then to the bowling alley, which turned out to be packed, so we all walked home, but the alley was like.. 45 minutes away, and it was raining. It was fun though. I went puddle jumping. Mike was surprised I wasn't sick today during lunch. I'm surprised I'm not sick in general. My whole family has had a stomach virus for the past week. It's all over now, but I'm just surprised it didn't spread to me.
Anywizzle, that's all I really have to say. Peace out, bitches =D
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| So my weekend was a bit of fun. I said I was going to The Dating Game, and that was pretty fun. I put a couple vids up on MySpace and YouTube. Of Nick and Damian up.
The Dating Game: Stupid Sophomore
The
Dating Game: Your Best Pick Up Line
Oh god, the best part was when Jorge asks Dominique what her best pick up line was and she goes, "I can be a squirrel... I'll harvest your nuts." It was HILARIOUS!
So afterward we went to Alexa's house and slept over. It was fun, the hangage and stuff. Kasia gave me a massage and it felt sooo good. Haha, but at one point I think she was massaging Jolie and I was laying next to her, and I think I said something so she was about to jump on top of me, and I was about to jump back at her, and I got a really really bad charlie horse in my calf! It was terrible... it hurt sooo bad, but I was laughing the whole time, trying to massage and stretch it out. I almost cried lol.
So on Saturday night me, Alexa, Julie, Sam, and Kasia went to the mall. I bought a present for Brie for her birthday, and I bought a Roxy hoodie, a pack of heart earrings, and underwear from Victoria's Secret lol. I wish I had more money. But oh well. On the way home we had a crazy dance party in my car LOL. Even my mom was dancing. I stopped for a minute and I noticed we were like crazily swerving LOL. It seems that if something has to do with anything mine and there's a lot of people there, it always turns into a crazy dance party.
And yesterday I went to Brie's birthday party at the ice house. It was really fun. I can't ice skate, but I got a lot better  I fell three times and now I have a bruise on my knee, but that's okay.
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| So I figure I'll blog here while I'm fixing up my new domain, as in http://in-kognito.org =D Oh, yes! It's demi-up, but it's with a layout from Feeling-Infinite. I'm 75% done with a new layout. Its pretty awesome though.
So today my English teacher told a group of us(me, Alexa, Nick, Gerard, Emma, etc.) that we were going to be recommended for AP next year. Yaaay~!  That's the only AP I actually want to do next year, and it was the only one I was concerned about getting into. The others are Bio, Spanish, and Calculus. In the beginning of the year I thought I was going to just bullshit next year, but I know I can't. I have to take my 4 AP's, Gym, Lunch, and then I have 2 classes left which will be taken by Holocaust/Genocide Studies, and possibly Journalism, Ethics, Current Issues, or something else. Because I think Holocaust is only a half year class. I'm trying to look for History, English, or iunno... ethic/philosophy classes, because those are the things I want to get into for college.
So tonight is the Dating Game thing. And Julie's coming to pick me up in a few. It's like a game show where you have the one person and then three people behind a wall or something and the person asks the 3 "bachelor/bachelorettes" questions to answer, then in the end he or she picks the person he wants to go on a date with. One of the prizes is Bamboozle tickets! I wish I could get those. I neeed to go to Bamboozle, all day, both days, this year. I went last year for most of the day on Saturday and it was amazing, but now I need to go the Sunday one too, and also at night.
I just found out that I was going to be invited to my friend Sherilyn's Sweet 16. I'm sorta pleasantly surprised because I don't really hang out with her, and we used to talk a lot last year but we don't get to talk anymore because we have no classes together. Plus she's a grade younger than me. But I didn't expect her to invite me, so I'm happy. 'Specially since I get to wear another dress!! Yaaay!
Well Jul should be here in a few. Gonna go now =D Peace
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| I've been going INSANE up in hurr. I used to have http://feeling-infinite.org as my domain name, but this year I took too long with the renewal so it's taken too long. So I've given up and am going to get http://in-kognito.org. But even that is taking a long time, and I think Gmail is brokenededed, because I keep trying to email the staff and Netrillium back and I keep getting an automatic error email. It's really odd.
Anyway, it's been too long. I should use my LiveJournal, but I don't even use that anymore. It was made with the purpose to say private things so that only really David or people on my friends list knew about them. But since David can rarely get on the computer anymore, there's no point. Plus, nothing exciting has happened. I'm a boring lady.
Ah yeah I don't have work next weekend, and I'm really happy about that. Maybe for once I'll actually be able to go out and have fun without worrying about how early I have to wake up the next morning. Like today, I had to wake up at 5 so I could get to my job at 6. Plus I have a muscle strain in my back, so I got to stand up for 5 hours, slowly killing my back more and more. At least I'll ice and stim tomorrow.
So I just told my mom, "Ma, you can never have too much ice cream. In fact, every amount of ice cream is too little ice cream." I just thought that was fun. It shows my love for ice cream. But only vanilla. Or the stuff from Maggie Moo's. But Maggie Moo's doesn't quench my ice cream thirst. It's just delishuss. Uhhhh, Maggie Mooooos. Better Batter Boogie Boooooarrrrd *mouthgasm*
Anywho, I'll see you in a few months when I decide to log into Xanga again!
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